I saw it die.
I watched it.
Dealing the death blow myself, I curved my banked strength
to every length to watch my heart fade away.
Blazed it full of bullet spray
from silver metal fragment and
Fractions of sinister plastics.

I destroyed my heart.
and its only crippled.
Cuz whenshe showed up, it beat. Once, just to let me know
It was still there.

It is not rehabilitated.

But its still ticking.